I liked this. Charles is very good at speaking and I enjoy his teachings. I want to ponder on some things that he said. Like when I used to go to WOG. Although Gary was very good, the church wasn't. Charles really summed up what I felt and just couldn't place it. He said, it was like I didn't belong. They were all "good, perfect Christian's" and I wasn't and I felt out of place. He called them 'museum churches'. The kind of place where everything appears to be perfect and in order. Wow, he hit that one on the head! He went to a church back east that was multi-level. All the '12 steppers' went to the basement to 'get fixed'. In reality we are all broken and in need of repair and it would do us all good to 'go to the basement' instead of just pretending that we are perfect and our lives are perfect. I loved that!
In the eyes of this world I am worth nothing. But in the eyes of God I am priceless. I think this helps me along in my journey with men. I used men and wanted to be used by them. But that makes me worthless, used. I always told my ex that I wanted to be worth his effort. I never was. Well, I want to make sure that I am worth something to 'him' when he comes along. I want to be worth his effort.
About Me
- glendonia
- I was born in AZ and love the close proximity to the forest, the lakes, the river, Mexico and Cali. I have lived in AK for a year or so and WA state for about three and then back home. A few of my favorite things are.... My six kids!, My babies Emma, Elli, Reegan, Madeline and JT family, friends, sitting by the firepit on a cold winter night with a couple of beers, old trucks, tattoos, spinich, the rain, the smell of fresh cut grass, campfires, a clean house the smell of clean laundry, babies laughing, mushrooms, swimming, shooting at cans in the desert, spinich, a smiling face, road trips, soft sand between my toes, sunflowers, fish- the kind you eat and the kind you look at, nicely painted toes, kisses, a great workout, thunderstorms, my kitty, my superbowl grass, the smell of wet asphalt, gatherings at my house, seafood, wildflowers, yoga, movies, music, holding hands, watermelon, cold mornings, the sound that trees make when wind blows through them, a rare steak, coffee in the morning, going out to breakfast, church, snuggling, having time for a nap in the middle of the day......
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